Hey any readers out there,
life is pretty good at the moment, I suppose it could be a hell of a lot worse! My course at uni is going good all things considered.
Let me tell you a little about myself, I'm 19, going to be 20 in May, sounds so old!! I'm from England, Mancheter area. I went to uni last year in Wales, it was a great year overall but my course wasn't that great so I quit after my exams. I ended up working in a factory place over summer, it was really cool which not many people understand, I think it's something you have to experience for yourself, how you gain a sort of solitude and peace at times due to loud machines but at the same time if you're on a machine with someone (which I was all the time) you can have a good conversation and I got taught about the machine too to an extent which is cool, engines and things I find so cool. I ended up coming to my senses though and realising I could never stick it as a full time job for too long and I was only there as a temp until October at best. I found a course on wildlife conservation and that is where I've ended up now.
It's a good course this time and I reckon that when I finally finish it I'll get a good job that I actually enjoy!!!
I still live with my parents at the moment but I'm looking to move in with a friend from uni, my boyfriend and another guy we know, as long as we find a place to live which isn't as easy as it sounds.

I've been cheesed off recently, been getting these feelings of wanting to escape just for a little while every so often, maybe it's why I've started jogging even though I'm rubbish at it. I don't know what I'm running away from but I do run away from things sometimes, they always seem like such stupid things too, it annoys me so much. I almost feel like living alone, that way at least I have more control of doing what I want and when I want to do it, I have a certain amount of freedom now and it's ok, never have rows about it or anything but I find it hard because I don't have anything outside of uni and tae kwon do which I do twice a week, I want to start climbing but haven't got around to going back to it yet back here, it was easier back in wales I guess. Maybe I'll get Jamie (boyfriend) to get me some contact details for his mate who climbs, it might end up being my escape even. oh I can also play the guitar and saxophone and in my opinion I sing alright too but I've never had lessons or put it to the test kinda thing.
I have a sense of humour but I don't know how much it'll come through on here...we'll see I guess!
I can't really think of much more to write right now so I may go for a run and update anyone who's bothered some day soon, if you have read this far then thanks :)
xx